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Life
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Hello.
Are there any old friends still clinging on this dusty corner? If so, how have you been?
Everything has changed around here so much, it almost doesn't feel like deviantart. Or maybe it's the other way around.
Anyhow, so much has changed for the past 3 years, let alone the 12 years I've been on this platform. I picked up a pencil and a paper and doodled today, just to see if I could remember how to draw. And I did 
It's amazing the "muscle memory" in me even if my mental memories are short (more often than not).
If you're wondering about me, I'm grateful with life. God gives and takes away. Still growing and learning, which is proof I'm alive.
The messages that have built up in my inbox is unbelievable
I'll need to clean up my watchlist. I'll try to stick around a little longer in the meantime.
Are there any old friends still clinging on this dusty corner? If so, how have you been?
Everything has changed around here so much, it almost doesn't feel like deviantart. Or maybe it's the other way around.
Anyhow, so much has changed for the past 3 years, let alone the 12 years I've been on this platform. I picked up a pencil and a paper and doodled today, just to see if I could remember how to draw. And I did It's amazing the "muscle memory" in me even if my mental memories are short (more often than not). If you're wondering about me, I'm grateful with life. God gives and takes away. Still growing and learning, which is proof I'm alive.
The messages that have built up in my inbox is unbelievable
I'll need to clean up my watchlist. I'll try to stick around a little longer in the meantime.
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Wow
1 min read
Wow, how has DA changed. Who is still alive?
What other social media platforms are you also active in? Facebook? Twitter? Instagram?
Let me know
What other social media platforms are you also active in? Facebook? Twitter? Instagram?
Let me know
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Grateful
4 min read
What was the point of adding that? O.o Anyway... I'll have to edit my settings and unwatch a lot of things and inactive people to clean up my watching list. 
I still have a little over a month before I can finish school so wish me lots of luck 
I will eventually reply to your comments so hang in there 
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Everything crumbled down
2 min read
Hello,
It's been quite the roller-coast in my life lately. Long story short my plans to finally work more hours and get more money after my 200 hour externship went to shit when I got fired. It was a devastating experience for me since I've never gotten fired before but I also found myself in an oblivious reality when I found out that the people I thought I trust were only stabbing me in the back. It's been quite the drama lately when I've just tried to move on and find another job. It's that simple right? Well, no.. not really. I have a person doing the best he/she can do to destroy me (and the career I have not even finished yet). So... yeah, it's been discouraging to continue school but I only have 2 months left.
I'm having mixed feelings of whether or not I made the mistake to go back to college and sacrifice so much for 2 years. Even if I graduate, it doesn't mean I'm officially a veterinary technician until I take a couple of state tests and get my license. I'm debating if it's worth the $1000 I'll spend on it. I'm just so bummed out. There is so much fucking drama in this career among people and take everything so damn personal. Instead of helping each other out, techs destroy each other as if there is competition and debate on saving an animal's life.
So... yeah, I just want to take back my time and go back to drawing and doing what I actually love I guess.. I don't know.
Thank you for reading, hope this wasn't too depressing or boring to read. Tell me how's life treating you? Sometimes I wish to just make blogs and feel more personal with you all but I get all shy and dumb in front of a camera, ugh.
It's been quite the roller-coast in my life lately. Long story short my plans to finally work more hours and get more money after my 200 hour externship went to shit when I got fired. It was a devastating experience for me since I've never gotten fired before but I also found myself in an oblivious reality when I found out that the people I thought I trust were only stabbing me in the back. It's been quite the drama lately when I've just tried to move on and find another job. It's that simple right? Well, no.. not really. I have a person doing the best he/she can do to destroy me (and the career I have not even finished yet). So... yeah, it's been discouraging to continue school but I only have 2 months left.
I'm having mixed feelings of whether or not I made the mistake to go back to college and sacrifice so much for 2 years. Even if I graduate, it doesn't mean I'm officially a veterinary technician until I take a couple of state tests and get my license. I'm debating if it's worth the $1000 I'll spend on it. I'm just so bummed out. There is so much fucking drama in this career among people and take everything so damn personal. Instead of helping each other out, techs destroy each other as if there is competition and debate on saving an animal's life.
So... yeah, I just want to take back my time and go back to drawing and doing what I actually love I guess.. I don't know.
Thank you for reading, hope this wasn't too depressing or boring to read. Tell me how's life treating you? Sometimes I wish to just make blogs and feel more personal with you all but I get all shy and dumb in front of a camera, ugh.
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